Note to Self :

Don't bother

2012-01-16T00:39:00.000+08:00

noone knows . but a friend saw it by accident . sometimes i just can't hide it no more . because i'm not used to tell it to the world . i am fine like this .

. now it's time to face the music we're no longer your muse .

birth days .

2012-01-12T00:51:00.000+08:00

other than struggling to face the war ,
there's a friend who make time
to buy me a slice of Cream Brulee cake for my birthdays.
tqvm friends (eija & sha).
really make my day :)

and not to forget my friend who gave me photo's
edited photo of me saying happy 21st birthday :D
thankyou naziera & nuyul :P

everyone , thank you for remembering . (youshouldthankfacebookalot) ^.^

I am officially LEGAL !

2012-01-04T19:57:00.001+08:00

yes the tittle && photo have answered everything. I'm TweNeOne starting from today. and forever. that's why we have that Forever 21 brand which means that we stay forever young. yeah ! finally it all makes sense. HAHA ! I'm grateful that He let me to discover the world for twenty one years (alhamdulilah)

The past few years have been a year of severe for me . I can tell. I became so uninspired and I lost in the world where I don't belong. I became who I was not and I'm sorry to whoever that knew the 'wrong' me. InsyaAllah, I have learnt from mistakes that I have made and I'm hoping for the better future :DD

To my family ayah, mak && kakak , thankyou for everything. I ♥ you infinity even though I didn't show because you knew, that is me :) To my dearest BFF you know who you are and you know how much I ♥ you ! :D To my FRIENDS , thankyou for everything and I ♥ uolls very much lah and thankyou for being there ^^ Cheers for TweNeOne ! hiphiphooooooooooray ! :D

now i just wanna go home . grab my cameras and sink in my own world :)

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let the sun rain down on me

2011-11-20T15:29:00.001+08:00

the sirens

2011-11-10T01:14:00.001+08:00

i am happy without my phone around. yes i do miss my lost phone but at the same time, i am enjoying every moment without one. i feel free and i am loving the feelings :)

crdtphoto;naziera

ever .

2011-10-21T15:15:00.001+08:00

have you ever feel down , with no one to lend a shoulder on

have you ever feel useless , with nothing to be proud of

have you ever feel left out , with no one to catch on

have you ever feel angry, with no courage to quarrel

have you ever feel the pain , with no medicine to cure

have you ever feel like crying , with tears that have dried up

have you ever feel sad , when it have become your best friend .

have you ever feel the feelings of

none .

y u no happy

2011-10-10T12:27:00.001+08:00

to say i iz skinny ,
to say i iz this ,

to say i iz that ,

fuck em' words
i iz happy

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it's the iPhone 5 baby !

2011-09-18T14:23:00.000+08:00

I want the jaw droppin',eye poppin',head turnin',body shockin'.I want my heart throbbin',ground shakin',show stoppin',amazing ! :0

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TAKEN

2011-09-09T03:04:00.000+08:00

NabilahHafiza's

2011-09-08T22:19:00.000+08:00

this are the photo from my phone while the rest are still with Syaimaa. have to wait for her to upload it then i'll post it here baby. haha. really having fun meeting them. miss them so much. and oh, naim was there too but she went home early. yes, someone just need to organised the reunion for us to gether. so many things to story about to talk about and i really miss the old time. Love them ♥

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Syawal

2011-09-06T02:58:00.000+08:00

i'm too excited to post about the day out
until i have almost forgotten about the Hari Raya post -.-
nothing extraordinary to story about.
just a bunch of photo to share with.

nephew & niece

TheFamilyPolaroid

crdt;najwaramli

Money, Love, Fashion, Fame & all that's in between

2011-09-05T12:00:00.000+08:00

the next day,
as planned we went Bulgogi !
at Seoul Garden One Utama.
the food are just so freaking great.
aww will go there again someday just not in OU for the next time.
Melaka maybe :)
too bad Sakinah can't join us because she's going back to Kedah :'(
next time okay SakinahSayangs ^^

see ! told you. happily eating.

it's like we live for food ! yes !

just food and nothing else :D

and then,

shopppingg time bebeh ! :)

TRIBUTE TO APPA ! ^^

then we went for karaoke at the new place baby.
an awesome one i tell you ! hahaha.
we are having so much fun.
thankyou naziera for the ride tehee :)

that's all for today.

Good-day :)

crdt: najwaramli; nazierahwang

Truly Fruiti ^^

2011-09-03T09:00:00.000+08:00

as soon as i'm arrived from Singapore...(okay lame -.-)

straight to the point !

i texted najwa and ask her whats her plan for today.

when i said i wanted to join she was like "kau tak penat ke ?" haha.

so, we went to . . . oh yes.

thank you Sheida for fetching me ! ♥

oh yes ! Tutti Fruiti !
the best ice-cream ever !
i shared with Sakinah the large cup which is not enough for us.
so we add another small or medium ? wait i can't remember but the point is that we add another cup !
yes ! and it's still not enough damn !

happily eating :D

TRIBUTE TO APPA :D

(DutaFRUITIFRUITI)

then we beraya at najwa's and bought Domino's Pizza yummy ! ^^

naziera can't join us for that day because her family datang raya.

bye Tutti Fruitti !

crdt; najwaramli

Salam Lebaran

2011-08-30T00:00:00.001+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya :)

for those who are celebrating and for those who are not.

have a safe trip.

Maaf Zahir & Batin.

Hwangnampyeon

2011-08-22T00:44:00.000+08:00

SAENGIL CHUKAHAE !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

SELAMAT HARI LAHIR !

SAYANG AWAK SELALU ♥

ireallylovethisphotoofher

Your Personal Store

2011-08-21T20:55:00.001+08:00

in the past few months i've been working. hard.

so, 14th aug was my last day of working.

some people was like,

where are you working ? what kind of job ?

but then my answer will always be,

'dekat kajang je. (smile)'

but yes,

today i'm going to reveal my job. haha

i worked at Your Personal Store.

guess ? guess ? guess ? :)

working there help me gain new experiences, friends, studied about products, store almost everything.

it's like at the same time i learnt about marketing too.

this is really good that they sent us for training. (eventhough they knew that i will resign in 2 months)

i bet business student should know what the training is all about huh. ^^

we only have like 10 headcounts working at the store.

and the chart goes ;

Store Manager
Assistant Store Manager
Supervisor
Assistant Supervisor
Senior Sales Coordinator
Sales Coordinator
Sales Coordinator Contract

Sales Coordinator Contract will last in 3 months when they have confirmed and will be promoted as the sales coordinator.

so well-organized huh. no wonder they have so many branch. hmm

for the time being we have the store manager trainee and the supervisor trainee.

working there is the most amazing experience.

all the laughing the playing making fun of people yes.

it's just awesome.

eventhough it's tiring because you have to stand like almost 9 hours per day.

memang tak ada chance nak mengular laaah. :P

enjoy the pictures :)

(kalau nak kerja dekat tempat yang PEH ! memang tak mampu lah saya)

&& the rest cuti

don't regret anything you do cause in the end it makes who you are

2011-07-26T21:47:00.002+08:00

i've been postponing this post since the day it happened.
yes. been buzy with work until i could not get enough rest. boohooo

actually, i just don't know what to blog.
as it happened like two weeks ago && its like my memory have been vanished.

but yeah,
just gonna say that;

I WENT TO THE FREAKING MTV WORLDSTAGE YAW !

UH-HUH OH YEAH !

30stm , our jared leto is so freaking sexy and handsome and damn youre hot too even youre old honey you rock ! iloveyou (well you're not that old, you're just matured ^^) && Beast is so beastly sexxy especially when my birthday twin, yoseob doing the dance of 'breath in , breathe out' omg youre so fucking sexy baby ! :0
&& Neon Trees , the lead singer i don't know your name you can really sang live dont you. you sounds awesome and just like in the radio yaw ! you rock ! and of course our local boy do rock the stage toooo ! weee ~
i really enjoyed the head banging, shouting, crowd yeah almost everything when i wished that i was in the front line dammit. and this is when everything make sense baby ^^ enjoy the freeeeedoooom !
not going to story much about this.
as we all know that it have been an awesome experience that will be kept in the memory forever ever ever :D like nazie said that she's going to retire from going to concert like this.but i will make sure that its not going to happen. (hopefully)

breathe in breathe out

2011-07-19T12:30:00.002+08:00

Lately I've been hard to reach ,
I've been too long on my own ,
Everybody has a private world
where they can be alone
Are you calling me?
Are you trying to get through
Are you reaching out for me ,
like I'm reaching out for you ?

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This morning, you wake, a sunray hits your face

2011-06-14T12:08:00.000+08:00

new blogskin huh.
new environment,
new lifestyle,
new everything iz new babeh !

i'm working now, hell yeah !
everyday is my buzy day. -.-
but thats okay for the sake of myself and my surgery !
yeah, need to collect money for that freaking surgery.
why must you be so expensiveeeeee ?! daaaaa~

waitt waiitt !

wow.

i just found out that i have a numbers of followers on my formspring

more then the people i follow.

aww thats cool thats cool ^^

but nah,

i'm not an active user plus i have a thought of deleting you .

TEHEE !

oppss.

i just remember that i didn't reply my friends messages !

oh myyy !

(toolazytosocialize)

later later ~

You Lost Me

2011-06-02T02:59:00.001+08:00

I am done, smoking gun
We've lost it all, the love is gone
She has won. Now it's no fun
We've lost it all, the love is gone

And we had magic
And this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself

I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We found our life's been changed
Babe, you lost me

And we tried, oh how we cried
We lost ourselves, the love has died
And oh, we tried, you can't deny
We're left as shells, we lost the fight
Now I know you're sorry and we were sweet
But you chose lust when you deceived me
You'll regret it but it's too late
How can I ever trust you again?
I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We found our life's been changed
Babe, you lost me

shes bleeding still

Wedding Day of

2011-05-29T01:36:00.000+08:00

Congratulation !

it's such a long time since we gathered like this

what a great feelings !

i really miss them damn much !

words just can't describe how i feel :)

even i have to rushed going here and there but i don;t mind all that

haengbokhae ! wee ~♥

pelamin laaah ! :D

photo credited to :

najwaramli

the day when i see the evil side of me

2011-05-28T01:51:00.001+08:00

(the photo of us in the crowd)

our intention of going to the hari belia or harirempitsseduniakot is because of

the dearly Suju M har har har

so, before that
we went to the pullman to meet bie bie bie ! yeay !
the scenary was so beautiful i can say.
really 0.0

at hari belia when we've got nothing to do.

-.-

bie is pervert haha

because we has nothing to do,
so we decided to find food at Alamanda. haha

before going to the concert,
we change our attire,
me - t-shirt and jeans oh yea

the stage are awesome !

we don't feel like going inside,

meaning in the gate.

because the view from the side are much better.

so, we stand there about an hour plus plus before our dearest SUJU M perf.

some of the crowd are so friggin annoying. -.-

and got one nappeun namja.

nazie and wa was like,

haz, stay away from that guy ! scarrryyyy

and oh oh !

i was talking to nazie about something when a guy came right behind her.

he must be a foreigner, and a handsome one. ^^

from Europe maybe. lol

i was like,

nazie, belakang kau !

he was asking if we can make way for him because he wanted to go to the other side.

he was right in front of me when a chinese guy ask him to go to the back.

we are so freaking near.

nazie was like,

grab grab. LOL

because of the crazy crowd, i was like,

urgh just go. just go !

then he looked at me and explain

him : sorry, i want to go to that side. we just passing here.

me : oh. i think you should go to the back.

him : but i'm with my other friends.

me : because here is the crowd. you should go to the back.

him : *sweetest smile ever !* okay, i'll try my best.

dude ! i'm melting yaw ! why must you be so sweet and cute ? haha

Wa said the way he look at me is like he likes me lolololol ! awww

in front of us theres a fans who sits.

some of them are holding a banner.

and we know that

right when SUJU perform,

they will climb up the chair !

seriously that was so freaking selfish, people.

what about the fans from behind ?

can they see the stage when you fucking standing on the chair enjoying ?

and yes,

they did when it starts.

all the fans from behind are yelling shouting for them to sit or stand and move away the chair !

and this one stooooopid malay bertudung cheetah girl really pissing me off !

selfish ! buat malu melayu !

then she ask nazie to stand with her like wtf ?!

you want to change our perspective towards you by asking us ?

you're so wrong girl.

nazie replied ;

no, i don't want to be selfish.

i was like smile, thats my friend.

and there's also a girl standing (on a chair) right in front of me.

honestly,

I PUSHED HER LIKE A BOSS !
and i feel good about it. *kibaskibasrambut*
(monsters exists inside ordinary people fuck yea)

and i'm not the only one.

there are several fans doing the same har har har

we told you so :)

some of the people keep shouting angrily about the people behind who keep pushing.

we was like,

dude, its a concert, k-pop concert and its normal.

i bet you must be new. *uuuuuhhhhhhh.kid*-.-

and here are some of the picture taking by najwaramli and me !
credited to najwaramli :)

seriously,

this crowd is the most hardcore crowd i ever attend.

new experience huh.

and oh,

the cheetah girl, people are cursing at you. enjoy that :)

more photos from naziera here

Korean Food

2011-05-18T01:07:00.000+08:00

Dolsot Bibimbap

oh oh !
nice to know you,
kawan kawan najwaramli !
sorry,
saya pemalu tehee :D

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WaterForElephants

2011-05-17T00:38:00.001+08:00

Water For Elephants starring;
Robert Pattinson ♥ ♥
it was a good movie but not recommended ^^

we're so freaking bored at home when i called najwa and ask her out like
pleeeeessseee ! :D
then she said, okay.
Alamanda , Putrajaya were heading !

the fooooood,
yes talking about the food.
tak sedap :(
till then ~

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di Kopitiam . . .

2011-05-11T23:47:00.000+08:00

we called it as Maly daayy !
why ?
because she's the one who planned the day out :)
before her practical in Penang ? Pahang ? not sure. haha.
so we ate at the Hailam Kopitiam near Yuhua. wootwoot^^
i love my spicy prawn fried rice. kot.
photo : crdt to najwaramli

sad sad sad.

Maly have to go home early :(

we thought of going for karaoke with her.

so,

we do a plan B.

which is going to watch movieeeeyyhh ! oh yeah !

we watch Thor omg he is so sexy hot his voice is so sexxyssexysexyy 0.0

a fun day is recorded.

Tehee :)

word of the day :

penyenyap . . ?!?! 0.o

the feel :)

2011-05-10T17:22:00.000+08:00

when is my last post ?

check check check.

i'm free now,
from the place i hate the most.
from the war i'm fear of.
from the hypocrites nor haters.

so now i'm going to start doing my own stuff.
filling my days with anything that can make me happy.
i wish to have the days
where i can feel disconnected to the world,
away from people,
away from the danger
like i used to feel before.
yes, it is empty but i feel great.

i couldn't do it anymore now.
i have my own responsibilities,
my heart have filled with someone appearance ♥
i have to take care of it.
hope everything well.

i'm going to start blogging again.
for myself,
for the memories, melodies or just one picture.
Tehee :D

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Dear Self ,

2011-05-02T15:46:00.002+08:00

what happened ? -.-

i'm okay

2011-04-10T18:40:00.005+08:00

. . . . . . . . . . . . . .

less than three <3

I want to sleep in the city that never wakes up, and revel in nostalgia

2011-04-03T04:09:00.001+08:00

they are my new addiction though.

my friend kept telling me to listen to them since two years ago.

i ignored them.

then, on one sunny day, i 'gigibiru' with chik.

i listened to them and i was like . . .

dayum ! you're gooooooooooooooood !

super coooool maaaaannn !

how can i not know you earlier ! (okaaaay over ! haha)

so yeah.

saya lambat so whaat ?! -.-

A lot like love

2011-03-14T05:16:00.001+08:00

i want to post it earlier but i've been buzy with my life here.
i know this is like 2 weeks ago but still i want to share it !
why ?
because i love them damn muchie !
yeay !
nazie drove us !
sayang awak tau ! :)

so, we went out together to ...
wait, the memory is not clear.
damn !
but it's okay as long as i have those pictures !
wootwoot ^^

seriously, it's a Palace. LOL

we're so in love with the wall ! bieberssssssss <3

oh oh. i bought this kain. that night wa texted me and said "haz, kain ni bau kelapa basi" :D

nazie suruh pose macam ni. hee :)

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED APPA !

MAY ALLAH BLESS YOU !

YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU SO MUCHIE ! ♥ ♥

so i'm here to spam you photos ! teheeee :)

"aku tak pernah ada gambar dekat escalator. ambil gambar aku haz" :D

note : wa, just so you know that you can always count on me. even you know that i've no expression and talk like a person with no perasaan plus like whaaaaaaat attitudes, i'll always be there for you. LOVE YOU ! ♥

Matrikulasi VS UiTM

2011-03-11T23:13:00.000+08:00

this things happened like two days ago.
but damn ! I'm still pissed though.
don't judge if you don't know the real situation.
because we are sooo going to ban you, lady. =0

it started like this.
we, the student of bachelor in business administration still have co-curriculum to attend -.-
with the junior diploma student.
so, we decided to take public speaking that i forgot what to call it in malay. :D
bahasa something something laaah.
then,
ehem. i'll continue in malay as the public speaking is in malay language. :)

lecturer menyuruh kami memilih tajuk untuk forum.
jadi, kami pun pilih lah tajuk
"Wajarkah pelajar Ijazah Sarjana Muda tidak diperuntukkan kolej".
(lupa nak buat isi minggu lepas so buat terus on that day 5 mins sebelum mula. :) )
kemudian bermulalah forum tersebut dan kami yang pertama disebabkan lecturer tu cakap if siapa start dulu boleh balik. :D
setelah kami berforum forum, eija selaku president menanyakan kepada semua if ada soalan.
then, seorang budak angkat tangan.

dia tanya tentang;
"mengapa usia dijadikan sebagai alasan untuk mendapatkan kolej ?
bukankah pelajar degree mempunyai IQ tinggi oleh itu pandai membahagikan masa.
(oi dik, ingat kami superman apa ?)
lebih lebih lagi lepasan matrikulasi.
Bukankah mereka sudah terbiasa dengan matrikulasi dan hidup di matrikulasi senang dapat elaun dan sebagainya."

kami pun macam peh !
KAU DUDUK MATRIK DULU BARU KAU RASA ! KAU TAK PERNAH RASA HIDUP DEKAT SANA MACAM MANA, SO KAU JANGAN BANYAK CAKAP ! KAMI PANTANG ! -.-
(dalam hati sebab still dalam forum tak kan lah nak tiba tiba marah melenting dekat budak hingusan tu.)

kawan saya membalas;
"lepasan matrikulasi mempunyai IQ tinggi ?
bukankah ia sama dengan pelajar lepasan MRSM ?
mereka pun mempunyai IQ yang tinggi. malah mendapat kolej dan elaun. salah siapakah jika mereka tak perform?
betul, kami tak ada prep dan sebagainya.
tetapi kelas kami bermula jam 8 pagi sampai 5 hingga 6 petang tanpa henti. rehat hanya 1 jam sahaja.
kami hanya mempunyai masa belajar pada wakktu malam sahaja hingga ke pagi."

kemudian dia membalas lagi.
cara seperti tau sangat hidup di matrikulasi dan membenci budak matrik.
dia kata;
"mengapa di matrikulasi anda semua boleh bahagikan masa tetapi tidak di UiTM ?"

saya membalas ;
"kerana di Matrikulasi kami diberi kolej oleh itu senanglah nak bahagikan masa !
itu lah sebabnya kami membangkitkan persoalan mengapa pelajar ijazah sarjana muda tidak diberi kolej sedangkan jadual kami sama pack seperti pelajar diploma !"

memang lepas ni kena ban lah kau budak. and we are still your SENIOR ! -.-

Domino's Perak

2011-02-25T23:13:00.001+08:00

this post has been a draft since the day out,
like almost 2 weeks. :D
it's not like i'm buzy but uh-hu i'm verrryyy veerryyy the buzyy laah !

okay, back to the topic.
actually, in Perak there's no Domino's.
but fortunately, we found oneeee !
i guess they're just launched the Domino's in Perak.
i don't know.
just saying :)

that day was like seriously, we're tired like hell.
i can't even felt my heel.
we tolong una beli her baju for that dinner night.
the theme is Retro..
it's overrated and i don't like it and i don't feel like going and i left my favorite heels at home.
and, saya yang pilihkan baju dia and she won as a Permaisuri Retro for that night.
thanks to me.
i can be her fashion advisor. lol :D

i see no evil, i hear no evil, i speak no intonation -.-

2011-02-23T23:52:00.000+08:00

if you knew me well,

if you ever talk to me,

communicate with me,

you'll know.

this is the problem i've been facing.

i don't know how am i going to sell a product,

in future,

as i am a marketing student.

i just knew about this,

a year ago by one of my friend.

they said, the way i talk doesn't have the ups and down,

or to be more specific,

no intonation.

sometimes my laugher looks fake too.

that what my friend said.

and oh !

it came to mind,

that no wonder when i'm mad or pissed they kept ignoring like nothing happens !

damn ! -.-

and today,

i have public speaking in english.

i am so not ready but the lecturer called my name ! arg !

tthis is so unfairrrrr !

so, i just talk about camera.

i just said what came across my mind.

and uh.

it's HARD i can tell !

and his comments was ;

"okay hazlina. i can see your english are the most fluent among all your friend. but you have to work on your intonation. because your voice seems the same blablabla..."

that is what i heard and remember.

SEE ! even my lecturer said so ! *cries*

till then~

bogishipda ?!

2011-02-18T19:17:00.002+08:00

i'm not sure if you really care,

but i don't care,

i just need someone to talk to.

~~thankyou ex-boyfie :)~~

unplanned trip :)

2011-02-12T23:13:00.000+08:00

Seri Iskandar --> Teluk Intan (Lokman's) --> Menara Condong --> Teluk Batik --> Tesco

our first intention is actually going to Lokman's brother wedding.

so we thought of "makan freeeeeeeee !"

and we went there with our classmates.

3 cars = 1st car : Fareed , Megat & Adzam

2nd car : Hanafie , Izzat & Ayien

3rd car : Una , Chik , Eija , Sha & Haz

Lokman's house is quite far i can say.

took us almost 1 hour to get there.

but really,

i loooooooooove the environment there.

i want to take a look inside the house but ... segan :D

while waiting for the other 2 cars.

and oh.

baru tau perempuan siap lagi cepat dari lelaki like duh-uh -.-

at Lokman's. on the very left side is Lokman actually but. sorry ! tak nampak kamu. next time laaah. :D

NEXT STOP : MENARA CONDONG , TELUK INTAN , PERAK.

how i know about this Menara Condong because the day before i chat with someone and i asked him ; "Teluk Intan ada apa ?"

he replied "ada Menara Condong".

the next day i was like..

"JOM PEGI MENARA CONDONG !!" (pout&matashiningshining)

actually,

we don't know where to go.

we thought after going to Lokman's,

we want to go staright back home.

but we feel like, it's too early and it's a lame dayy.

so,

the guyss was like,

okay. jom laaah.

kami pun ikutt laaah.

infront of Menara Condongg !

panass ohh !

kami membiarkan Chik merasakan and menampakkan dirinya tinggi untuk sehari. HAHA

(izzatmemangmacamitu) LOL

Tergelappppp ! :(

and oh !

we saw that white vespa ! Cool ! :D

NEXT STOP : TELUK BATIK , PERAK.

nothing much to say,

the photo tells everything !

just,, it is a very hot hot dayyy !

and fun :)

till then ~

frweeeeeee !

2011-02-10T18:39:00.001+08:00

today is thursday.

where tomorrow we don't have class. so jyeah !

actually, today we have 2 more classes from 2 until 6.

but the goooooooooooood news is the class has been cancelled !

oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah yeah yeaah !

so, lepaking lah in sha's room.

maklumlah, single room just for her kann.

while kami yang lain sharing room. haha.

she's our new housemate !

so,

to sha : welcome ! :D

kajang lagii laaaaaaaah !

2011-02-06T23:11:00.000+08:00

CNY !

yeay ! i know it's quite late but who cares.

i really wanted to post this earlier but well,

i'm a buzy person,

like whatttttttttt ?!! LOL

and we ate at Lemon apa entah

&& people, please do not go there.

like seriouslyy.

and, apa lagi.

bergambar lahh dengan lens baru naziera yang sangaaaaaaaaaaaat peh !

lawa gilasss gambar ! (mukagembiramatashiningshining)

and nazie brought her fake moustache. haha

lepak kajang apa lagi nak buat if tak

karokk ?!

laguu banyak korea kan.

and lagu yang macam 'eh. ada lagu ni eh ?' haha

nazie fetch us.

thankyouuuuuuuuu yeobo ! ♥ ♥

till then ~

i'm so gonna post this everywhere !

2011-02-05T12:15:00.002+08:00

i looovee this guy !

i watched this video like over and over again.

he is soo cool okayy ! why i love this video ?

because people keep laughing at me everytime i sent messages !

they said i'm a nerdy who use long spelling while texting and etc.

sometimes, when they use that 'rempit' word , and i don't understand, they'll laugh at me.

i was like WTF ?!

so, dear losers,

please watch this video and you'll understand why i type like this.

thankyou for laughing at me, BIATCH ! :)

KAU ADE ?

2011-02-01T14:23:00.003+08:00

i faced 3 accidents in less than a week.

the first one is not soo bad.

and its not even my fault !

(sayabencipakcikdanmakcikitu -.-)

the second is worst i can sayy but not so.

it's 7.55 a.m and we're heading to class.

una was driving and i sat on the passanger sit like always.

then i saw this proton iswara/saga (taksure) come from the left side.

i wonder why didn't una slow down/stop her myvi.

when we get closer i saw this guy face on the proton was like cuak looking and wonder why we didn't stop.

and i shout like "UNAAAA !!"

but it's too late.

*BAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMM !

we was all in shock.

my heart pound so fast.

then we look at the boot of the car.

peh ! una was like "habisslah aku ! habislah aku !

then this guy get out from his car then i saw him .... "handsomenya kau ni !"0.o

(student juga)

he tried to membebel tapi tak jadi macam loser pula kau ni. hahaha.

he's wearing glasses but when things get better, he taking it off.

(nervous ke bang baru perasan kami perempuan ? HAHA)

una was still in shock then chik asked her to let me drive to Campus.

seriously, all eyes on us okayy !

we felt like poking their eyes ! duh !

to make us feel better,

we make a joke to shout at them "KAU ADE ?!" hahaa.

but still the car was okay and una decided to bring it back to KL.

on the next day,

we just passed UTP (Universiti Teknologi Petronas),

suddenly,

*BAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMM !

boot kereta terbuka then crashed cermin depan !

retakkkk ! cuak lagiii !

then come this pakcik tow truck tolong betulkan and check the car temperature and everything.

he fixed the boot and tak minta duit even i tried to give him money but he refused.

he said "amal jariah untuk kami budak budak."

terimakasih pakcik ! semoga pakcik murah rezeki ! aminn. :)

then budak empat orang lelaki berhenti tepi tengok tengok budak kelas kan.

oh. thankyou juga ! :)

that pakcik told us to cellophane tape the cermin.

thanks to Lokmanhahaha.

we drive in this view from perak to KL.

60 km/j.

our journey which supposed to take 3 hours has become 6 hours.

and the journey is boring and sleepy.

i drove when we have a few km to get to KL.

alhamdulillah,

everything went well.

so, i have this kind of experience and we managed to handle it well.

KAU ADE ? :D

till then ~

credit to Iqa !

le tour de Tambun !

2011-01-21T14:40:00.000+08:00

Sunway City Ipoh.

ohh ! i just realised that we have Sunway in Ipoh seyh !

KAU ADE ? hahahahaha.

thaipusam fall on thursday and on friday we don't have class.

so we decided to go to Tambun ! jyeah !

sewa kereta then gerak !

oh oh !

accident sikit ada pakcik bodor langgar belakang kan.

kemudian chik bertukar menjadi suparherooo MunMan !

kemudian memukul pakcik tersebut dan membaling baling pakcik tersebut serta makcik yang entah datang dari mana di tumbuk tumbuk dan di baling ke dinding ! selepas itu MunMan membetulkan kekemekan kereta dengan satu jari sahaja !

okaaaaaayyyy itu tipu. -.-

taraaaaaa ! lawa kan lawa kan tempat masuk dia. gilass excited youuuu ! superbb !

and this swan (swan kot) sangatt menakutkan okay ! but they still looks beautiful huh !

woahhhh ! (amazed)

and this spring thingy okayy.

urg. it is actually kolam air panas lah but hey !

during that hot sunny day siapa nak masuk mandi sana panass panass ?!

and you're open untill 6 pm only ? duh-uh. stupiddd !

like soooooo damn stupid ! -.-

this place is real beautiful.

it is so environmental friendly kott. (hantam sahaja) hahaha !

seriously. if you're a kind of person who loveeeeeeeee pohon pohon menghijau angin sepoi sepoi bahasa gunung ganang di sini sana.

peh ! marvelous ! ♥ ♥

ps : there's a video of us but i don't feel like posting it. maybe next time..kot. :)

Spidermoooon !

2011-01-20T14:53:00.001+08:00

we went to Sri Manjung which took 1/2 an hour to get there,

at last, TESCOOOOO !

okay actually we have koko on that day but hey !

who cares ? haha

so, we bought barang dapur sebab nak masak,

like ayam, sayur, bawang and etc.

and we're having much fun there.

chik was like;

"pening aku dengan korang ni nakal betul ! "

we replied;

"kitorang nak latih kau bila dah kahwin nanti. hahaha"

una pula mcm taknak turun kan ! 'ringan' kau una. hahaha

guess what ! at lastt we found MCDONALD ! yay !

half an hour juga lah nak cari MCD. aduh. gian punya pasal. haha

and here are the video of us.

pakcik potong ayam tengok pelik je.

HAHAHAHA !

ipoh mali

2011-01-20T14:05:00.003+08:00

ipoh mali, ipoh ipoh mali.

shopping timeee ! and MCD aswell !

arg. it's hard to find MCD in perak. -.-

so, jusco we're heading !

buying stuff for our rumah sewa.

camwhoring with chik aka mun chikari ! LOLOL

and eija :)

(dia baru buat spec aduh)

sedang jalan jalan tiba tiba nampak satu lembaga yang amat di kenali.

so pandang dua kali then...(scream)

"HAAAAAAZZZZZZ !!"

"SYAAAAAAAAIIII!!"

alamak terover jerit pula kami. hahaa.

accidently terserempak dengan syai !

gilas happy lah woo !

so ambil gambar !

rinduuuuu gilass :)

so, this is my housemate and classmate while una, (baju kotakkotak) lebih sikit.

she is my classmate, housemate and roomate. haha.

and yeah !

thankyou friend for buying me thatt presenttt !

i loooveeeeeeeeeeeeee it ! ♥ ♥

the day :)

2011-01-05T18:56:00.001+08:00

i didn't do much on my birthday,

since i just started my new semester,

and i have class on that day.

everybody is buzy fixing their life so, yeah.

i do understand that.

i'm in that kind of situation too.

upgrading life to the better ! :D

seriously,

i forgot my own birthday until nazie sent me a message !

obviously,

she's the first person to wish me happy birthday ! :)

but it is fine if people do forget about my birthday because birthday doesn't mean anything to me anymore.

i used to think that on my birthday there should be something special happens.

but it never did.

i'm tired of waiting something like that.

so yeah.

i don't care anymore.

i know i'm special.

that's why i don't need something like that because that is just so lame.

so, what i do on 5th January of 2011 ?

well, i bought a cabinet which is not so a cabinet.

we bought it at Giant Seri Manjung, Perak.

(tak boleh jauh lagi ke ? -.-)

they only give the pieces of the kayu kayu so we have to put it together and become a robok baju ! yeay !

this are the equipment that we use. lesung batu, kau ! hahaa.

screw sana screw sini ketuk sana ketuk sini

TADAAAAAAAAA ! yippiee ! :D

pembikinan;-

Una (70%) , Chik (20%) , Eija (5%).

obviously you now my percentage huh. :D

trimas teman ! kamek sukak lagayy ! hahahahaha !

and oh ! almost forgot !

thankyou friend for a post about me !

love you guys lotsalotsa lahh ! ♥

NazieraHwang :

"ingat lagi dulu kau macam loser-loser,kurus kering haha sekarang pun masih.AHAHA"

haz : sayang kau juga ! hahahaha !

NajwaRamli : "I love you no till die even though sometimes you are annoying , Blur.. , lambat pick up, no perasaan and many many 'like what??" attitudes."

haz : hahahaha ! fine ! :)

ShazlidaShafee : "Sorry for being a jerk and not being the same 'Ida' that you and the girls used to know "

haz : it's okay to change for the better ! love you lotssss ! ♥

HusnatulA'tiqah : "budak senget nih memang senget..dia juga suka perasan HOT..and SUKA GILA conquer space bila amek gambar.. =P"

haz : ayat selalu "dah tak ada siapa nak puji cantik, bak puji diri sendiri kan kann :D"

♥ ♥

macam ini lah saya kena buli selalu tapi saya tak kisah sebab saya tau mereka sayangs saya :)

Dear twenTEEN ,

2011-01-05T13:44:00.005+08:00

How are you ? i hope you're in the pink of health. i'm writing this to you as i am the new member of the club, that is twenTEEN club. well, how is it going there ? is it cool to be there ? is it okay to have a number '2' on the first age numberial instead of '1' ? will it be awkward after this ? will my life be better ? will people look down on me if they compared my age with my behaviour and studies ? will they judge like always ? will they stop talking ? will they start listening ?

2. i know, these are the questions that nobody could answer. but i know, whatever it is, i will never change. this is what i am so, love me as i am or watch me as i go. till then ~

with love;

n.h.a.z.j

20eleven !

2011-01-01T04:33:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR , PEOPLE !

i'm celebrating my last 'teen' years old ! cheers everyone ! (fakesmile)

i took a photo and a video of me on my very last 19 years old.

i'll officially turn 20 in less than a week ! oh nooo !

but i hope and pray for the best twenty,

and

a better person,

insyaAllah.

aminn.

it's like i'm celebrating it with my 'keli twin' ! miss her so much ! so happy to meet her ! we'll meet again soooooon okayy ! we hangout a bit longer next time and don't forget to bring you D3000 baby okay ! hihii ♥

and oh ! my first compliment is from Aina my bff in Matriks !

she said,

"haz dah getting near 20 !! it's ok. you still look young to me."

yay ! i loveee you aina ! ♥ ♥

Any good thing that happens to you comes from Allah.

Any bad thing that happens to you comes from yourself.

(Surat an-Nisa, 79)

A Good Friend Will Never Let Their Friend Do Stupid Things Alone

2010-12-29T03:54:00.002+08:00

me and najwa slept over at nazie's.

her house is the best sleepover place. hehe.

while kinah house is the best lepak-ing place.

yeah.

so, that day we went to bukit but

too bad, the bukit is gooooooooooone !

really. we're so sad. hm.

really have to find anoher bukit. hehe :D

before off to kinah's. :D

before omegle-ing. LOL !

we're in love with this guy like omg look at us ! haha.

we wore mask and do a prank on people we don't know.

and this one malay guy was like,

"kagum dengan korang"

hahaha ! you should, dude ! LOL

ambil gambar nak cari effect hidung mancung. haha. padahal kalau dari depan, ambik kau ! hahaha.

hurm. i guess it's been a long time since i spam a photo of me huh.

the day i rap

2010-12-27T03:14:00.004+08:00

the tittle tells everything.

we went to karaoke , dude ! again. -.-

and i get to rap this time. LOL

we bought this cheetah glasses. (FAILED !)

tak ingat what songg tapi korea lah kot or only one by yellowcard. i yang pilih tuh, youu !

we LOL at kinah ! hahaa.

memory i will treasure most ! thankyou friend ! ♥

Dumbfoundead / bodohditemuimati

2010-12-26T23:45:00.000+08:00

the day where i regretted for not meeting Naqib T.T

but it's okay.

i had soo much fun even my money like *dayumm*

i can't say much because the photo's tells everything.

and oh,

i've scaned my polaroid photo's but i'm 'more in love' with the quality of the Digital Single-lens Reflex.

this is wayy too cool.

semua pun taknak ambil gambar duduk depan kannn. :D

Kedai Stoking -.-

manicure yang sangatt tak best. (credit; NazieraHwang)

at Pak (apa jadah) Kopitiam. hehe

credit to SakinahAzahari.

Jar of hearts

2010-12-26T23:41:00.000+08:00

i really want to blog but unfortunately i can't barely open my eyes.
this week have been so crazy.
seriously,
i've been out like almost everydayy !
why do the every last week always so full with joy and happiness ?!

♥

I MISS YOU TERRIBLY

2010-12-25T22:55:00.007+08:00

i'm missing the moment where,

nobody is looking,

nobody is reading,

nobody is judging.

i've been ignoring world reality.

i've been ignoring friends messages.

i feel bad.

i didn't mean that way but i really need some time alone.

well i guess it's not working.

i love blogging so much.

this is the only place where i could actually express my feelings.

my own private place.

unfortunately,

it wasn't the same anymore.

it'll be fine if only strangers would read my thoughts.

i need to find a new place for myself,

where i am nowhere to be found.

till then~

i'll save this place for a happy lively thoughts :)

two years back

2010-12-25T02:15:00.003+08:00

Dear Alexander Lee Eusebio,

I am pissed right now. why don't you plan to spend your holiday in Singapore like two friggin years ago ? i was having my holiday at that time too, honey ? and i'm celebrating this Christmas eve too. damn ! we could meet because at that time i was crazyy about you ! seriously like fucking crazy about chu ! but it's fine. enjoy your holiday and Merry Christmas HO HO HO ~!

new year eve '08; Orchard Road, Singapore.

that fat girl is me and that boy is my cousin brother such as but actually he is my nephew. lol

it feel great to actually 'release' my fan-girl side after a long time. :DD

Don't Shake It Like a Polaroid Picture

2010-12-22T20:17:00.006+08:00

Today couldn't be any better.

i'm just so happy.

can't stop smiling ! :DD

remember my post about how pissed i am waiting for something ?

haha. today, it's a relief.

mak woke me up in the morning then she show me that.

mata yang tak boleh buka pun buka juga.

and seriously !

i just can't go back to sleep.

you know how excited i am !

i've been waiting for this like more than a week.

while she promise to send it after 3 days of payment.

janji melayu kann -.-

the reason for not sending it earlier is bacause of the box that she always used for posting is not available.

hey ! i want the camera not the box ! duh-uh.

but i don't care anymore.

i've already get what i'm craving for ! yippiee :))

and every step is the most precious memory. Jyeah !

result :-

it's like i bought a christmas present for myself.

it's cool isn't it !

so, next, have to find where to buy that instax.

i only have 9 more pieces left.

have to save it for picnic ! yay !

happyy ! :)

and oh.

my eye is getting better !

Alhamdulilah :)

Danial playing with letup letup :D

Captain Hoooook !

2010-12-20T23:56:00.002+08:00

instant operation.

dua suntikan and first punya gilas sakitt !

nasib aku bukan jenis takut jarum.

serious kebas tak rasa apa.

tapi lepas tu sakit lah.

wanie menyaksikan segala jadah haram yang dilakukan doctor.

nak tau tanya dia. haha.

then kena balut lah mata tu.

dah lah aku ni bermata petai,

memag takk ah kan !! -.-

they said, kena duduk rumah seminggu sebab bengkak.

gila ! ada banyak plan kotttttttttttttttt ! hm.

one eye. dah macam illuminati dah. -.-

Tamadun ?

2010-12-18T20:33:00.002+08:00

bertamadun di dalam kereta,

membuatkan anda cenderung

untuk melakukan perkara-perkara yang tidak munasabah

seperti :-

1) bergambar or camwhore or selca.

2) mengambil gambar yang taktau motifnya dimana wanita berkenaan perasaan yang saya sedang mengambil gambarnya. apa kes ? -.-

apabila semuanya tidak menjadi,

salah menyalahi antara satu sama lain,

adalah perkara terbaik.

(i'm not a fan in this kind situation)

A cute guy who killed himself because of less than three

2010-12-18T17:47:00.000+08:00

i read an entry from THIS blog accidently.

because of the tittle of the entry. -_-

it's about a guy who commited suicide because of love.

i repeat, L.O.V.E.

it happened a week ago.

this guy killed himself by jumping out of the window of the 14th floor and crashed onto a car.

he died. obviously.

but before that,

he wrote a suicide note to his family.

and posted his status on facebook before killing himself.

why did he do that ?

because,

i heard/read that he actually love this girl.

he would do everything for her.

(i wonder if he listened to Bruno Mars - Grenade song too much -.-)

he purpose her to be his girlfriend like 5 times but he got rejected.

(it's reminds me about my own love story which is 4 times. LOLOLOL)

but one day, she approved him and he was soo freaking happy which he wrote it on his blog & etc.

i don't know why did he love her so much.

he said she was evil, devil etc.

but they broke up less than 5 month of coupling.

i bet she felt awful now.

the best part is,

i search his facebook and guess what.

when i look at him i was like "cute gila kau !"0.o

yes ! he's good looking eventhough a little bit 'lala'.

but damn ! he's cute ! -.-

and his english is gooood too.

bright future i guess.

then i found the girl facebook.

how can i be so sure about that ?

oh, this guy is in her friendlist.

(i'm can be a good spy too)

aww. love is blind. KOT ! hahahahahahaha.

oh. tadi tengok cerita hindustan tajuk 'Jab We Met'.

handsome kau ! lawa juga :)

and pasal L.O.V.E lagi -.-

sekali tengok tengok rupanya saya sudah pernah

tengok cerita itu tamil punya version la.

hahahahaha. LAME !~

kill kill kill !!!

2010-12-16T21:36:00.000+08:00

i may look calm but in my mind i've killed you three times !

okay okay i'm pissed !

i'll be waiting for that thing like forever !

she said that i'll get it the latest by Tuesday and now, it's Thursday.

but i still haven't receive it !

i know, it's okay to wait.

but i already freaking out.

because that thing isn't 12MYR OR 50MYR.

it's triple the hundred ! dayumn !

so,

i texted her.

i asked when did she actually post it.

it takes too long for her to reply.

like my sister said "eh. guna blackberry pun reply lambat ke ?"

and guess what !

SHE HAVEN'T POST IT YET ! sshhissss

i've been acting like a crazy person looking ouside the window every single day.

and it's for nothing ?

and she's not even...

pfffffttttttttt

puh-leaseeeeee ! -_-

till then ~

kidssssss.

2010-12-15T22:57:00.000+08:00

it's not easy to take care of a kid.

but more difficult for kids !

i used to tell my friend that i want a twins.

but i think i made up my mind that,

no twins please. haha.

(i don't care what you want to say because i love thinking about my future. *girlsssss*)

nurul.

tak boleh duduk diam ini dua. fening fening. haha

is there's still less than three ?

2010-12-13T02:02:00.000+08:00

after a very long time,

yesterday we really had a real chat.

why do i say real ?

because usually we will be like,

hey, whats up and then gone.

but yesterday,

after chatting on facebook, we go on to skype and v.conferencing.

it's really funny though. :D

no, i'm not going to talk about heart in here.

i just want to say,

that he changed a lot. :)

he's more confident now.

thinking about his future,

yeah, matured is a word.

and the good thing is,

he's not scared of me anymore because he used to tell me that im so fierce.

(that is what my classmate told me. sigh)

and it is good to know that he still remember me.

i mean, about me that i forgot that i'm really that way. hehee.

(dan kami juga banyak berkias)

i don't know if he going to read this but i'm hoping that he is not. hahaa.

but if he does,

i just want to tell you that,

it is nice to know the new you ! :)

awkward moment which happens all the time :)

sorry if this photo above annoyed you

or if its ugly.

i'm sill learning.

i make this without using a mouse.

i only use the touchpad.

i thought of drawing it in a piece of paper

and then scan it.

but it turned out that my scanner is not compatible with Windows 7.

really sad though T_T

Due Date !

2010-12-12T01:25:00.000+08:00

due date movie is freaking funny !

and it's kindda euw too. LOL

and that guy really makes me wanna kill him !

but seriously,

you people should watch it.

it is a very good movie though. :)

and like always,

we spent most of our money buying food !

foooood is lifeeeee ! haha.

it looks like heaven isn't it ! ♥

long way to go, honey.

2010-12-11T01:54:00.000+08:00

today is my forth time going to clinic.

the doctor didn't check me this time.

she just said,

"i'm going to make a letter for you to check at the hospital because my medicine didn't worked on you."

at that time i was like.....whaaaaaaa ?!!!!~

then my mak was like,

"ha ? hospital ?!!" o.0

then the doctor said,

"hm. expertise clinic should be okay too."

argh ! what a relief ! -_-

Danial my Ryanhiga ♥

tak boleh kalah dia ni.

duduk rumah pun nak pakai

Armani Exchange , Guess etc.

monkey vs. giraffe

2010-12-10T00:42:00.001+08:00

i'm feeling happy right now.

just received an e-mail from someone.

and hope everything went well. aminn :)

just now, i went to silverchainsaw's !

taking some stuff from her and returning some stuff to her. lol

and she really shocked me when she asked about my LONG LOST LOVE LIFE !

sorry, i can't recall honey.

maybe it is hard for me to take it...NOT !

hahaha ! hotak dia.

p/s : enjoy your birthday present yuupp !

oh. yes. almost forgot.

about the result huh.

well, not yet check.

maybe i'll check it on sunday or monday.

and to remind the people that i'm actually hate when people asking me about my result when i don't want to know yours okay !

please take note because this is soo freaking important !

till then, xoxo ~

aww. wasn't that cute ?! ♥

Permata '09

2010-12-08T21:38:00.000+08:00

first of all,

i would like to thank Shahiela C for lending me the Permata '09.

"thankyou, dik. nanti kak ina pulangkan eh eh. tehee :)"

so, what is Permata '09 ?

maybe the dungu dungu would like to know. lol

Permata is our school magazine which is SMK CONVENT KAJANG.

clear ? good.

what i want to story about this magazine ?

well, back in school two years ago,

we are the sidang redaksi members with SakinahAzahari as our leader.

so, we would like to check out the new series of permata.

what i can say is that,

i am really dissapointed when i saw it.

the covers looks UGLEYH !

(no offence please)

maybe for you, it is quite okay but for me,

comparing to our series, our's is wayy to pretty.

i still can handle it but when i turn to the last page i was like pfffttt !

what are you thinking ?

THERE IS NO PAGE FOR THE DEARLY FORM 5 STUDENT !

OMG ! it has been our school tradition that every form 5 student will have their own page !

this is because either the student don't have time to do the page

the authorities-you-know-who did not allow

(please do not circle 'or')

if this is because of the authorities,

i would like to say,

girls, you should fight for your right,

like us.

and the result,

we get formal class photo, single photo of us and our very own pages too !

not enough pages ?

dear, you don't have to put that freaking school history.

everyone knows by the time they saw our school.

there is a big cross on our school building. duh-uh.

and most of all the photo's are cracked.

if i'm not mistaken,

most of the photographers have DSLR.

am i right ?

hm. this is just my opinion as a senior.

so, i'll wait for the 2010 magazine. teheee :)

cover of permata '09

i just remembered that i have a post about permata magazine too.

and dearly publisher,

i'm still mad at you !

Permata '08

enjoy !

Hijrah

2010-12-06T20:19:00.000+08:00

Selamat Menyambut Maal Hijrah kepada kaum muslimin & muslimat :)

malang tapi hebatt

2010-12-06T03:29:00.000+08:00

hari ni tak ada mood nak berbahasa durjana so kita guna bahasa jiwa bangsa shj lah okay.

and hari ni macam biasa seronok selalu.

lepak dengan mereka memang terbaik laaaaahhh.

tapi malang sikit sebab panggung full and karaoke sangaaattt lah mahal.

nak karaoke jamban takutt sebab sangat scary okay tempat dia.

and orang yang jaga sangaaattt laaahh euwwwwwww ! sorry.

so, just enjoy the photo.

semua dah terpingin nak anak. aduhaii. hari ni tengok baju baby lagi banyak dari tengok baju sendiri. hahaa.

dah pernah try sekali taknak try lagi dah. nampak ~~menggoda~~ sangatt. hahaa.

gilaaa. budak budak bunuh orang ke? huh !

oh.oh.oh. twinnies :D

i'm so glad that i have them.

at least i can like forget 'that' for a little while.

it's killing me.

for the special kau "HOTAK DIA !"

i bleed my heart

2010-12-05T14:19:00.000+08:00

"IF ANYTHING HAPPEN TO MAK , I'LL MAKE YOUR DEATH LOOKS LIKE AN ACCIDENT"

i swear. i swear. i swear

& i don't care who you are.

the heART

2010-12-04T03:29:00.000+08:00

if I die young

it's been a long time but now, i'm on deviantArt again !

it feels great when you can actually express your feelings through your 'art'.

i thought my deviantart was dead but i was totally wrong.

there are still people who keep favorating my works. :)

maybe it's not that many but i feel great about it.

and i know that my works are not that great.

i'm not a designer student that i always wished i am. (there's just to many barriers)

but i can improve !

it'll be great if someone or whoever is willing to teach me with graphic.

apperently, i learn all those stuff through the net.

i don't mind as long as i'm still lovin' what i'm doin' :D

oh. and i changed my layout agaaain. haha.

and this has become my new addiction.

i just don't know when it starts.

maybe because it is vintage and i love vintage ! ♥

while listening to;

The Band Perry - If I Die Young

(cover by Sam Tsui)

Papa sangaaaatttt kayaaaa laaahhhh !

2010-12-02T01:39:00.000+08:00

thing's i've done today ;-

fetch sakinah --> fetch najwa --> Saujana --> lunch at Papa Rich --> Drive-thru MCDonalds --> sent najwa to work --> sakinah's --> home

the 'link' above does explain everything right.

so, i'm just going to touch up it a little bit.

''eat at Papa Rich then Drive-thru MCDonalds ? berapa banyak saka kau bela nih ?''

LOL. maybe you'll be thinking that way.

yes. MAYBE ! duh-uh.

but actually, we ordered ice-cream !

thanks kinah for the ice-cream ! yay !

really had a great talk with you guys.

heart-to-heart conversation in the car. haha.

and at sakinah's.

what do we do ?

well, nothing much to story about but we was like hell when sakinah tried her destroy twitter ! LOL

it's really funny how we scream, laugh && really had a great time!

okaayy najwa. (haha.)

how i dressup for today;-

- rambut diikat kerana tidak menjadi,

- seluar jeans yang besar gedoboh,

- t-shirt lelaki,

- selipar ala ala selipar jepun.

hebat tak saya ?

duhhh !! -_-

Awan bin ?

2010-11-30T02:03:00.000+08:00

Awan for life !

so i changed my layout.

i mean just the background.

at first i changed it to flowers background.

then i was like,

uh, so, it's flower huh. hm.

are you kidding me hazlina ?!

it's flower ! damn !

what the hell is wrong with you ?

taman apa kau ternak nh ? daaaaaaa!

(i know its not wrong but for me at this time its like 'dalam hati ada taman')

every background that i browse just doesn't fit my soul.

so i put awan as a background !

oh ! i didn't tell that i want to put my children name as Awan !

don't care what awan but still Awan !

okay darling ? we put our son or daughter name as Awan okay ?

what ? no ? fine ! divorce !!! LOL

i tell this to my friend , my mak & kakak.

but they laugh at me ! T_T

mak & kakak laugh the harder !

sukahati lah ! ish.

a photo i took from my DA gallery. tehee :)

so, this is just a random blog because i've got nothing to do.

well, i think it's time for me to actually BREAKFREE.

i mean, go out somewhere and have some fun.

so, friends ?! are you in ?

well, i don;t care !

nazie, kinah & wa wajib ikuttt ! hahaa !

where would i be without them?! haha.

(answer : UiTM ? duh-uh.)

crdt; naziera hwang

it feels like insomnia

2010-11-27T22:06:00.000+08:00

i'm tired and sleepy.

but i can't barely sleep.

this few days at night.

but yesterday worst !

i went to bed at 3 am and it's normal.

but i can't sleep until dawn !

and even after dawn !

i keep switching, turning left, right, up, down.

the same still !

i don't know what's wrong with me.

when i managed to sleep,

i keep waking up && i need to force myself to sleep again.

damn !

i don't want that 'thing' called insomnia !

no please.

it's tiring and i'm sure you'll look like a zombie,

and acting like one too...which is possible. T_T

conversation between me and kakak;

"kau tak boleh tidur ? ambil ubat selsema aku th. sure tak bangun"

"ha ! hahaa."

"tapi kau selsema tak ?"

"er...."

zorrooo day

2010-11-27T00:33:00.000+08:00

Anieq turned 4 years old today !

Allah selamatkan kamu !~

you are going to school next year

&& makan banyak sikit (in loghat klante) :D

&& tinggi tinggi sikit !

setiap hari pagi bangun tidur first thing kakak cari mesti abang.

if tak datang mesti kakak tanya mak.

nanti mula lah nak suruh umi hantar sini.

hari hari mesti nak kiss abang lepas tuh tanya itu ini.

hihii ♥

love you looootssssss !

anieq cakap depan reflection kereta;

"yo! mewrah membawra !"

hahaa !

nooonee

2010-11-24T20:40:00.000+08:00

is it wrong to feel that way ?

:'(

embekk Fun Land

2010-11-22T23:52:00.000+08:00

or the real name is actually

Rabbit Fun Land.

why do i change the name ?

because,

that RFL is actually selling the rabbit SATAY ! MEAT && ALL THAT FREAKING STUFF !

can you imagine that ?

it is a FUN LAND ! not a KILL RABBIT AND EAT IT LAND. duhh.

stupid people ! how can you actually eat that cute little thing ?! hm.

but that place is fun.

it's like the rabbit is everywhere !

you can catch them && ................ cute !!

geram okay !

but i didn't touch any or just a little

because i'm not feeling well.

the best part is where kawan kawan ku tried to kiss the kambing ! hahahahaha ! gilaaa !

so, here's are some of the photo that i managed to took.

enjoy the caption yaw ! LOL

eh. awak berempat, cantik baju. haha. (oh.oh. saranghae ! mianmian !)

see ! it's everywhere !! and it's a big rabbit.

(imitating a girl from Charlie and the Chocolate Factory) "Daddyh, i want another phoney (pony)." LOL

seorang satu kambing ye. hahaa.

ye. saya tak bermaya. haha

yess ! this is when nurul najwa saw her future husband and suddenly turn BLUE ! HAHAHAHA !!!

i love anda anda okayy.

ala Manda.

2010-11-19T15:28:00.000+08:00

it's been awhile since we gether.

i miss them soo much !

so today,

syai fetch us and we went to Alamanda, Putrajaya.

yay ! trimasss ! :)

and we created our name pronounsation.

nabila = na-bai-la

hazlina = haz-lai-na

sakinah = sa-kai-na

syaimaa remain syaimaa.

(SMILEYSSSS)

syai && bie

sorry bie ! haha.

syai look at me with her serious face.

then she asked,

"haz, kau ada boyfriend eh ?

"ha ?" 0.o

"ye lh, aku tengok facebook kau cari cari

kau macam sembunyikan boyfriend kau ke."

"...?? hahahaha."

saya meja Cemara

2010-11-17T20:36:00.001+08:00

MGT 420 (Management)

VS.

LAW 415

gilaaaaaaa !

~~and i have a crush~~

~~on my account lecturer.~~

lagiii gilaaaaa !

Kajang sahaja

2010-11-16T20:01:00.000+08:00

hm. erm. err. aish.

i don't have idea to write.

(maybe bacause all the photo's i took is soo freaking uglyh)

but we do have fun together,

like usual !

it dosen't matter where we go but as long as we are together, everything will be GREAT !

even to pasar malam pun. hahaa

sayang anda anda lah.

Starlight

2010-11-11T15:21:00.000+08:00

Anieq .

what do i do ?

arg. i'm freaking bored here !

waiting for tomorrow to come.

i'm going back home ! JYEAH !

i regret for not buying the ticket for 11 nov. hm.

so, what i'm going to do now is spamming my own blog with my own stories ! LOL

oh.

i miss my brothers ! really !

i remember the time when i was home during the study week.

i have posted about me experimenting with shawl.

actually there's a story behind it. hahaa.

before that, i tried all my clothes because i'm bored.

then i asked anieq,

"abang, cantik tak ?"

he was like silent then he said,

"hm, tak !"

than i asked him again,

"kenapa ?"

he answered ,

"sebab tak pakai tudung."

i was like,

"........(*&^%$$#@"

then i tried wearing hijab and asked him again.

he smiles and said,

"hm ! cantik !"

hahaha. dorky!

arieq just following him around and giggling.

ahh. i miss them !

especially arieq !

why ?

because they are my brother and i always dodoi arieq to sleep when his age is 'month'. hehee :)

oh.

not forgotten.

even i've fall in love with sezairi, but you can take him.

because i already have my own sezairis ! :D

his name is sezairieq . LOL

new day next day

2010-11-04T11:08:00.000+08:00

hm. i don't now how to start.

because it is so frustrating.

i did bad in my exam paper.

all of them.

especially yesterday's paper which is MGT 417 (Information System).

i don't want to repeat that paper..please !

my carry mark for that subject is freaking low ! daymn !

but it's okay.

let bygones be bygones.

i just have to focus on my last paper.

next week on 10th Nov.

and it is LAW 416 !!!!!!!! argh !!

wish me luck ! :)

keep on riding when you feel like falling.

A kind of Siren

2010-10-29T02:09:00.000+08:00

" That knock comprehend the pressure within me. "

[for better understanding]

" The hit has opened the path of pressure in me. "

[this is what i just felt like an hour ago. i'm sorry. that is all i can say. even you wouldn't know it. i have flaw, i hurt people, but when i say i'm sorry, i really meant it. T_T]

Calm and Peaceful

2010-10-18T15:11:00.000+08:00

it's been ages ! LOL kidding.

i'm at home now and it's monday !

the first day of the study week.

i'm going back to perak by tomorrow.yes.

it's early huh. why ?

because i have class and presentation for mgt 417 which is The Information Of Technology.

i'm excited for the presentation yaw !

because i get to edit the ordinary gadget and turn it into something extraordinary ! CHEEER

okay. done with that.

i went home to get some peace.

and here i am.

in front of this screen,

typing this blog.

and stalking people facebook (you does it too right),

and experimenting with shawl (thinking when i'm going to wear it).

the weather seem so good.

my mood turn from worry to calm and peaceful. really.

by tomorrow,

when i arrived in Perak,

i'm going to start studying hard & smart.

i hope everything will be fine.

InsyaAllah.

Gua Kandu, Kg. Jahang, Gopeng, Perak.

2010-08-14T21:59:00.000+08:00

Best photo of the day !

(Happy Birthday, Husna ! *throw confetti* )

August 07, 2010 ;

we,

Part 1 of Business Marketing have been FORCED to go camping while we have to go for the LDK ! that means we have to REPEAT our LDK next year with Part 1 !! daymn !

we kindda pissed off because of that.

but when we arrived, gone through the day.

oh yes.

it's WORTH IT !

we really had fun there.

Gua Kandu is an awsome place!

it's a new experience for me.

we gone through the obsticles in the dark !

really,

i was scared when the conductor said 'turn off the light. i don't want to see a single light at all.'

at that time,

my heart is beating soo fucking fast and everybody keep quite.

gahh.

maybe it because of the bat. haha.

it's really hard to climb the cave but it's fun!

i hope to go there again next time. yay !

My lovely classmates ! they're awsome !!

obviously, it's the entrance to Gua Kandu. lol

inside the GUA (cave) ! say hi to my classmates ! haha

on our way back to chalet, we saw a rubber tree. so, apa lagi. camwhore lh der. ROFL !

August 08, 2010 ;

today is quite boring.

we didn't do much.

just listen to ceramah and bla bla bla.

but it ended okay.

well done peeps !!

BALIKK !

believe it or not, we ride a lorry to get there and get out from there ! HAHAHA !

it's me again.

2010-08-14T15:02:00.001+08:00

I'm back !! (smiley faces)

with a thousand stories to be told !

Guess what !

i'm currently studying in the place called University ! *throw confetti*

can i be proud of myself ? lol

trust me,

i am proud of myself. JYEAH !

it's been a month and a half i've been apart from home. T_T

but i'm at home now !

feeling so damn happy !

oh yes.

i went to Pangkor Island already. jealous ? haha !

you should be mann !

Pangkor Island have a beautiful scene !! 0.o

it's breathtaking !

oh yeah !

i told ya!

beautiful scene is it? haha.

so, come to Perak !

i'll bring you to Pangkor Island ! wootwoot^^

oh. not forgotten,

happy fasting to all muslims and the non-muslims who fasting too.

May Allah bless us. Aminn. :)

i miss you

2010-06-05T22:52:00.000+08:00

i's been awhile.

it's like i've abandoned my blogger.

but it's not that,

i moved on.. (duh. sounds like a loser. lol)

nahh.

i just hated some of my post so i need time, energy, mood & feelings to delete it. (HAHA)

plus, i've lost some of my 'life' after college.

i've turned out to loveeeeeeeeeeeeee to be at home without being bored for even a minute!

i would like to enjoy every minute at home before i started out my University life. (sigh)

there's soo many things going on and many things to think about and make it right.

so, yeah, i'll do it.

when i'm 'free'. LOL

when i say 'its personal'

2010-04-04T17:03:00.000+08:00

PERSONAL,

Something private and confidential.
In my own world,
Its hard to recite,
the excruciation just difficult to swallow &
Is torturing the agony.
Listen with a favorable ear, when i do the talk,
& with the great feeling of lucky,
Because you are...

thenightshedied@deviantart

Gratitute

2010-03-21T11:28:00.000+08:00

Why do people who have almost everything they want in life,
Never be thankful of what they have.

Was it a human nature who is always craving for more?
Or a desire one's can't control?
Or a person who never learn to appreciate...

Kehijauan

2010-02-15T10:52:00.000+08:00

it's in putrajaya dude!

i helped nazie to do her photography assignments.

so i be like her model or something la. hahahahahahhaaha!

wanie drove us.

them after that we went to alamanda.

i'm trying to find shoes but vincci and other shoes shop is closed on the day because its chinese new year dude! lol

i had a fun time,

[and a beautiful photo]

at last im free from the JAIL

eventhough its only for several days...

nak cuti lagiiii!!!!!!

Precious Photo

2010-01-15T14:07:00.000+08:00

can u see that??? can u?? its us..with TAYSON AAR!! arghh

thanks to mierul aka kechik aka ketot who found this picture

in a magazine. huhu!

jealous??

you should be! agagaga.

PAYCE !

hair-do-hair-do

2010-01-09T22:45:00.000+08:00

i cut my hair...again. lol

1st was on chrismas eve.

i do a treatment on my hair,

including cutting my fringe. hahaha. >>>>>>>>

2nd is today,

because my fringe didnt suit the rest of my hair.

so i decide to chopped it off! hahaha

and wanie do a reborn again.

so, yeah.

ive spent a lot of money on my hair. duhh>>>>>>>>>

[ps: im on my mid semester break! yeah baby!!hahaha]

5th January 2010

2010-01-06T10:14:00.000+08:00

as the clock turns to 00:00 am,

on your very birthdate,

while you're still breathing,

you knew that,

there are barrier..waiting for you,

could be more painful and tougher,

than the one you had before.

yes, it is hard for me to admit [LOL]

that i have turn 19 years old.

the oldest among my friend. [sucks dude]

but then,

when nazie said she wants to be forever 21,

i realise something. hahaha

when you;re 21,

everything is LEGAL baby! fweeetttttttt

before the day of 5th january,

i heard a rumour of ME!! ok. about ME!!me!!

there are people said that i'm 19 ![before my birthday]

i was like..WTF??!!!

im 18 okay.

then i ask whay makes them said that?

they said,

the way i walk looks arrogant...????!!!????!!??

are you stupid or what?? duhh

but its ok. im 19 now.

you should respect me more!! HAHAHA

ouh yes! talking about my birthday!!

my classmate makes a surprise party for me!!

it is the idea of my friend which is my classmate&roomate,

Fatin Nabilah bt Abdl Wadi.

thank you sooo much to all of you!

not forgotten to all my family[including chingu's] that wished me on my birthday!

ilysm!!muah! muah! XOXO

Happy Twenty-10 year

2010-01-01T19:09:00.000+08:00

by; horeb@deviantart

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

IT'S TWENTY-10 BABY!

i didn't celeb it because i'm in my hostel,

struggling for exam this monday! argh!

so, this is what we do on new year. lol

so, to all the people out there,

have a happy life and enjoy it to the max.

ily! xoxo

payce baby!

MERRY CHRISTMAS !

2009-12-26T00:24:00.000+08:00

today is christmas!!

i wish i can play a snow...duhh

and today,

appa, hyung and yeobo hangout at my home sweet home. lol

its really fun!

the first to arrive is najwa,, followed by nazie and then suddently ida came and we was like 'IDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!' hahha. glad to see her.

and them too!

especially kinah. too bad she's not here. hehee.

ouh yes! we watch mnet! its really cool.

and we ate a BANANA SPLIT!! YUMMY!!!!!!!

GIRLS!! ILYSM! XOXO

TO ALL THE PEOPLE WHO CELEBRATE CHRISTMAS,,

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR !!

Bulan Baru

2009-11-28T23:30:00.002+08:00

today is girl nights out. lol

we went to mines today,,

for NEW MOON! omg!!omgg

hahahhaa.

crdt;by FujimiyaRan@deviantart

i wonder which one is who? [alex tarak!lol]

thanks to appa for the ride.lol

what i can say is that...i love new moon!

eventhough the ending was like..errr?

but its awsome!

the warewolfs and vampires are sooo fucking HOT !!

i want to watch it again! and jacob...woah!

and im older than him..i cant believe that! aishhh

but overall,, its a fun day!

hope we can hangout again next time baby!

ilysm

Changes

2009-11-21T15:50:00.000+08:00

crdt;numbpurplehaze@deviantart

i love you..

a word we used to tell to each other

seems awkward

time has changed everything

i wont be the same person anymore

so do that person

we cant seems to get along

but i miss the moments..

the old days

the memories

almost gone....

random

2009-11-06T22:50:00.000+08:00

i'm in my college now.
on bed,,online.
yeah.
i feel bored.
my roomates are watching orphan.
ouh yes.
i just watched u-kiss new mv!
dongho looks soo H.O.T
he looks more like a man now. lol
and i'm in love with xander's voice. ahh.

ok so,
this is just a random blog.
i don't have anything to story about actually.
and tomorrow i have MUET, english test.
i didn;t study anything yet,,
actually i don't know what to study. yeah. hahaha
so,
i will start my day on monday.
start over everything baby.lol
so,,,
WISH ME LUCK!
LOVE YOU!
XOXO

AAR day [PART 1]

2009-11-01T14:40:00.000+08:00

it's the ALL AMERICAN REJECTS day baby!
at last,
the day has come which is today, 31st oct!
the concert was at bukit jalil there so its easy for us to go.
we came pretty early huh.
actually i'm not a big fan of AAR but i feel bored at home plus i'm losing myself in kmj so i just said okay when nazie's ask me then. hahaha
but i do want to see them live okay!

we get the first row baby!!

so that we can see them clearly!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg!!

before it starts there were local artiste to perform first that is disagree [the guitarist(David) is soo hot*wink], then pop shuvit then one buck short but the singer couldn't come because he was in hospital i think so sam from bunkface and this guy from ...ahh. i forgot. haha. they replaced him.

its a good warm up huh. lol

then after a couple of hours if im not mistaken,

there come AAR baby!

we were screaming like hell!!

i love nick<3

he looks innocent and cute and gahhhhhh!! i like him!

and i think tyson is 30%horny,20%drunk and 50%sober. LOL

the best part is...

I TOUCH TYSON!! OMG!! ~~[eventhough the feeling of touching CHOIJONGHUN of Ftisland is more....erm..that can make u melt everytime u think about it. OPPA! SARANGHANDA! lol]~~

and i get souvenir from nick..?

a AAR GUITAR PICK!!yuhooooo

so this are the photo of AAR.

actually i have a lot of their photo but i won't post it.

maybe i will IF i have a free time. hahaa

hahahhaa!!! after the concert. mcm org gile kot! lol
the concert end at 11.30pm.

AAR day [PART 11]

2009-11-01T14:08:00.000+08:00

this is the video at the concert.
watch it if you have time or to fill up your time. lol.

this is the part where tyson like licking the guitar and its sexxy!!!
nick is soo cute la! ish

i think this is when tyson went down the stage and people were pushing and screaming and hahhaa. funny. ouh yeah. tyson is in front of my eyes we were like half metre. until i can touch him. agaggaga

and this are the full song for gives you hell.
watch it! its really cool eventhough you hear people screaming and sing along. ahh. what am i saying?!
okay. just watch it.
actually i have plenty of video's that day.
if you want just ask me maybe we can bluetooth or something. HAHAHA
yes. i used my camera phone!

AAR!!

2009-10-31T14:55:00.000+08:00

okay now.
i have so many things to story about but i don't have much time.
i mean a free time. *gile tak bley blah*
so,
i'll update later,, after tmr maybe.
i just want to tell you guys that i'm going to...

ALL AMERICAN REJECTS
CONCERT TOMORROW !!!!!!!!!!!
SO, SEE YOU THERE ! XOXO

jenny body day

2009-10-31T14:07:00.000+08:00

we went to mid today,
to watch movie called JENNIFER'S BODY!
it's quite cool and strange and dark and impossible and...i don't know.
the story i think didn't make any sense but it's quite ok la.
i like her bff boyfriend,chip.
soo sweet. lol

i went there with nazie and her roomate, zuryn.
ouh yes.
we ate bibimbap!! woah! delicious.
and seriously,
yummyboy looks like song seunghyun of FTisland. hahaha
then,
starbucks again and again and again and agaaaiiinnnn.....

outing! whoot whoot

2009-10-30T14:22:00.000+08:00

i went out with nazie today.
so, we went to bb because she said she want to buy clothes for saturday.
and i thought to search for LOMO but i'm too lazy and my money has 'gone'too. lol
ouh yes!
before that!!
we saw HAFIZ from WHAT WOMEN WANT reality show!
he is sooooooo cute and sempoi?!
he is totally what women what,,really!
such a cutie! hahaha

and yeah.
i get to meet some of nazie's friends too.
they're from uitm and straight away went to bb. hahaha.
they're soo energetic la. adoii.
kalau gue udah lepak dh. penat kot!

after that,
we went to starbucks!!
and nazie treat me!yay! saranghae yeobo! hahaha.
then i experimenting with her new ice-cream phones!
i like the colour and i want lollypop please!! agagga

and otw home,
we saw bie and ariz, her bf. hahaha.
adoii.
it's a fun day i can tell! muahahaha

my new asset !

2009-10-25T14:09:00.000+08:00

♥♥♥♥♥

okay, and so.

i called it as my new asset.

it is a new handphones!! yuhoooo!!!

and i'm sooo happy but,

i didn't maximise my utility as in the teoty of economic.

or to make it simple for u,

i didn't felt the satisfaction where i only will feel it when i buy a DSLR baby!

it's a huge satisfaction i can say. lol

so, meet my new friends !!!

5 megapixels baby !!!

hey friend!

2009-10-22T19:12:00.000+08:00

guess what?!!
kajang used to be the worst place for me,,
but it has turned out to be a very wonderful place!!*crying*
hahhaa.
myb its the effects because i've to stay in tangkak,, and,, the kampung2 there,
the kedai2 was....well, you know....lol

so, yesterday i hangout with ida! bie and matair die, ariz.
we ate at yellow corner!! yay! delicious baby!
then,
i cut my fringe at hairazone. and..the 'barber' was soo fucking emo!!
i said i want to cut my fringe a bit shorter, and he was like, no, u cant because blablabla..
and with his babi face!! cilaka! kalau ye pon takpyh la nak buat muke mcm tuh kot?! dah la tak hot! lmao

malam.
ida ajak p mines! she wants to buy crocks shoes.
so we was like,, okay. no hal punya. haha
then we decided to lepak at big apple! arghh!! sedap gile kot!
and..the guy was cute! he's kindda like yummyboy but he's more talkative,
really! he's cute! and he likes ida! fuyoo. haha
after a while he became annoying but still cute. gagaga
lepas tu, pulang! and tidur. ZzZzZzZzzzzz

ps: photo will be uploaded later. tuh pon kalau camera bodoh tuh tak delete all of the photo. adoii